daddys lil girl

Man o man im so flippin sad that im leaving i mean seriously i will miss like all my friends. Nick and i are supposed to hang out. i miss him. That sounds weird to say considering he`s not even on vacation. Its just that he works so much adn sometimes i worry bout him but its ok. Aaron and i are great and thats really all i feel like saying bout him. Lets see my parents were telling me that tonight i have to say home because i need to be home at least once i guess. i was like ooooo *tear tear* oh well ill live. I had an interesting morning and now im just here relaxing. My friend amber let me fall to sleep i was so pissed. Ok i have this thing... i think sleep is a waste of my life. I think that i could accomplish way more if i oculd use all the hours in the day. U know the saying there just arent enough hours in the day. Well thats only because we do not use the hours of the night. i mean seriously i could hang with friends, bond with family, catch up on reading, work, do a sport, take drivers ed, and learn to cook. Thank goodness for sexy. He is goin to teach me how to cook breakfast which is definately appreciated. I guess if u tryed to cook and burned everything u would understand y i am soooo flippin excited. I know its lame but it makes me happy. oooo so i saw the all american rejects and got pics of Tyson. He was soo hott i mena i was sooo close to hiom while getting autographs that he sweat on me and i got to touch his side when he jumped out into the crowd. It was amazing. U know?Well i guess u wouldnt understand unless u were a huge fan like me. Nothing really is new.... i guess i am excited for the fact that i am going to get a facial next week and waxing for free. Yeah i know im chill. i got the hook ups. Oh and i get to work hopefully at the spa. Idk but we`ll see. I am going to try to keep my blog updated but it will be kind of hard. The only thing is that Aaron really doesnt want to talk while im in Boston idk y exactly. Well maybe im taking it wrong. I mean that is possible... i could just be over exaggerating and over thinking. Idk.... Sorry there i go again. Well forget the last part.hehehe.. nothing important . I guess i really like this guy cuz for the first time i told my dad i wanted him to hang out with aaron and to try and get along. I wwant his approval because i guess if this is going to be serious i need my dads approval. Deep down inside i am daddys lil girl. I know weird coming from me but yeah. I guess its cool... i still love my daddy deep down inside. U know wut i mean? luv ya`s xoxoxoxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxo

movie

i dont care if aarons mad at me anymore. im over it. i said i love u and thats all i can really do. i had fun tonight. u know? i was ike chillin with my friends and i saw lady in the water. it was such a good movie but i was scared and the ending kind of sucks. ... sorry im on aim right now so im really distracted. im listening to the pcd and chillin at ambers. its fun. i feel sad tonight. now a lot of things are goin wrong and i just dont know... oh so i got the concert tickets for the all american rejects concert. i cnt wait to go tnext wenesday! welll gtg cu yeah tired luv ya`s xoxoxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxo

grrr

Ari was flirting with Amber which pissed me off but movie ight was sooo much fun!i had tons of fun i guess. Well were all just chillin and goin to the movies soon so ye luv ya`s xoxoxoxoxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxo

yay for me

So yesterday i got to hang out with some of my friends and it was chill. We were walkeing out to lunch cuz everyone knows i cant cook so i would rather walk a mile than burn down the house with my mad skills. Heck yizzle! Well then my friend Nick came and pulled up next to us he surprised me by taking us out to lunch and buying me lunch. i was like thats sooo awesome. He did it in order to cover his ass cuz he knew i was pissed off at him lik no other it was funny as hell. He ditched me one day for a chick and thats fine now cuz after he was sweet i was a very happy camper. Ari and i still havent really made up and i dont think we are going to cuz yeah but hopefully if we can pull through this and not fight for one week then we`ll stay together but one more tiff and i think its time that we split cuz i dont want to be with someone that all im goin to do is fight with continuously. Its dramatic and i dont need that since its summer. U kjnow wut i mean? Oh Amber almost threw up yesterday and that was funny cuz like i ate way more than her. hehehehe but at the same time shes sick so i love her and hope she feels better. So we went to jack n the box, del taco, and then got thrifty ice cream. Thrifty ice cream is like an orgasm in a cone. yeah thats right it is soooo freakin good. Not as good as ben n jerry`s but its up there. Lissa spent the night and we got to watch Eddie Izzard. He was so flippin funny. I was laughing my ass off. His make up is better than how i do mine. Im soooo jealous. Gosha!O and we r writing our comedy script. Its great!!! Were funny as hell. hehehehe. So today is supposed to be movie night and im sooo excited. i promised myslef not to eat a whole bunch cuz then i wont eat there and then i get yelled at which is not fun. Its just some guy pmsing 24/7 yelling and screaming then being all sweet and loving. it drives me up the walls. SO yeah ill bring my appetite. HEehehehehehe. Yeah rumors need to stop bout me cheatin and crap like that. I still wonder about cheating. Why cant there be a universal thing where if u do something ur cheating. i eman some ppl say if i hang with another guy im cheating, if i hold hands im cheating, or kiss a guy im cheating. i personally think once u kiss then ur cheating but i wish i knew what the majority of the world thinks of that. Well im goin to go and help my friend set up her blog. Ill write her address url thingy here so not only i wont forget but others can find hers as easily..... as least mine can ride all the rides at disney land...... hehehehehehe inside joke.Oh and that dang ho is stupid and ditching me and the concert for a week. Bssssshhhh w/e lamo! luv yasxoxoxoxoxxoxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxo

drama

Ok so apparently ppl have been talking sayin that im cheating and thats now me and all of u know that well the ppl that know me at least. Ok well the thing is that i love him and thats all that matters. he makes me smile! A lot of ppl just dont understand and a lot of ppl keep asking y r u with him? Well the final time he makes me happy. I see a future with him and im soo happy for that. Seriously i couldnt imagine not seeing him or being able to talk to him. Ok we have issues and well i hope that we can work them out but its hard i guess. I mena our biggest issues are trust and communication. Sometimes i dont tell him enough how much he means to me and that he does so much right and makes everything better. He feels as if a lot of crap is his fault and its not. He should apologize. i know should but i have a lot of pride i admit it. today at the beach we had a long in depth conversation bout all thats wrong and how we want to solve it. I dont know if it will get soled but if it doesnt then we shouldnt be together but i hope it does cuz i want to stay with him for as long as i can. He is soooo perfect for me. he treats me right and seriously when i talk to him i know hes actually listening. I thinks i hate the fact that he doesnt talk but in reality i appreciate it sooo freakin much. I just wish he could talk to me so i can do the same for him. I feel bad when i cant listen and just be there for him even over the littlest things. I always feel like im doing something wrong and thats not right... I know i know. I just wish i could prove to him that he is my everything and so much more right now. We fight but from now on im not goin to listen to anyone else. Im sooo easily influenced but thats all goin to change. From now on im going to think for myself in everyway!!! Yay me. My friend amber went on a kinda sorta date with his brother and i hope they go out again because Ari`s brother is sooo sweet and funny. Oh he can moon walk!!! Yeah thats right. Sorry i just think thats the coolest thing. SO today we went out for ice cream to make ourselves feel better and i got the cotton candy which looked like neon playdo worst of all it tasted like it to. Oh then i had mexican food i was thinking of going and surprising Ari with some lunch cuz i think he works tomorrow. I dont know though... I still feel bad. Ok it was sooo bad like how i was feeling that the only thing to make me happy was goin out to eat and then shopping. I got a new shirt, two new sandels, a purse, and omg best of all NEW BABIES!!!! I GOT MY NEW SUNGLASSES!!!! that made me smile so much im such a happy camper because of that. Nick would laugh at me. hehehe well i brok them today and i was just so flippin sad. I was definitly a sad panda!man my eyes hurt cuz im soooo freakin tired. Well i think ill actually try to sleep like 8 hours at least tonight. Knowing my luck thats just a fantasy. Oh and the gayest rumor started that im cheating on Ari with Nick. HAHAhaha thats sooooo stupid and i know who started it and im pissed. Well if u knew nick u would laugh too. It feels weird that there is sooo much about Ari its just yesterday.... today.... there was just sooo much drama. The beach was great though. Amber and i pretended to drown to have the hott and oh sooo buff life guard ocme save us but he dint.... so i went up to him to ask him if there was anywhere good to eat at and he told us then i told him i was drowning and demanded some sort of compensation for my pain.We got sunflower seeds hehehehehehe. It was sooo chill. My friend lissa is going to ciy and im happy for her. Hear that? Im happy for u lamo!!!!! My mom still hasnt called me which pisses me off. Lets see oh yesterday with the life guard he was a douchebag so i said they were blowin each other, he was over paid, a lazy bum, and i used a great line of ... ok wait heres wut happened he was trying to say only go to ur waist. I asked y and he said the current was strong and we would get pulled out. I looked at him and said ok well then u can come and save me with a smile and he rolled his eyes. Thats y i started bieng so mean to him. Well my lil sis is falling asleep and so am i.... so ill write later. The whole poin t i guess iw as trying to make ......long story short..... i wish i could tell ari how much he means to me and how sorry i am. Oh and the beach was fun. The 26th is the concert so u better be ready liss and Amber!!!! luv yas xoxoxxxxxxxxxxxxxxo

My weekend

So hey there. people think im a lil high maintenance and well sometimes i have to agree but ive gotten better. My fave number is three so of course thats why there are three of them. My nick name from middle school was reeves so thats how i got my user name. Yeah i know its kinda lame but i like it so i guess thats all that matters. So wuts new? hmmm.... well i was supposed to go out to dinner with Tossey but i had a b-day party and he said he couldnt chnage the times. Later i found out he could and did. He chose to hang out with Maddy. Thats cool their chillin but he should have called me. I hope that go out as bf and gf soon. This stupid drama is driving me nuts! I seriously want to scream obsenitys but i refrain. Its hard at times. So wut if he was with her cuz i hung out with Ari. He just got back on Friday and im so happy cuz i missed him so much. When he asked how much i stretched my arms as wide as i could and he said he missed me as much as sumptin like where the east meets the west. I love him sooo much. He is my everything and im so glad to be with him. Well on Saturday we went out to a park and talked then to get some food and then the movies. When we got back we talked and had fun. I think my dad caught us making out. It made me nervous but he hasnt said anything so im hoping not. Lissia im praying for ur daddy by the way! Sorry just a little side thought. Lately ive noticed that i havent been talking to any of my friends that i used to and friends that i had before i moved. So im trying to get ack in contact and its kinda hard. its like playing phone tag. It drives me nuts. O Micheal i dont hate u i just strongly dislike u. So stop being all kdjhfkjhfkjfkjdktherhg ..... well u know wut i mean. Tomorrow is goin to be great. I get to chill with Ari and that is always a good thing. His mom is goin to tell me stories and show my baby pics. hehehehe amo baby! Im listening to the radio and lately i notice that i cant stand a lot of the music but the movies are good. Have u noticed when the music is decent the movies suck and visa versa. I never really understood. The best music that never gets old to me is of course....OLDIES. how ironic huh? O so wut do u say to someone who always puts u down and is always hitting u? So u slap them or cuss them out or try to just smile and nod. Lets see this has been goin on for three years now and i dont know how much more smilin and noddin i can do. Like seriously im soooo sick of this crud. Im trying to get new friends that way i wont have to deal with the drama but it seems more drama means the quicker i loose it and go insane but without it life is soo boring. I guess the drama isnt the problem its the balancing.Well im trying to not let myself get sucked into it. Its just hard but thank u Nick. Hes been helping me through it. i mean he1s been really mean lately and im not going to call him cuz well.... i wont get into that cuz its again pointless drama that doesnt help or balance. Schools almost here! Im excited becuase i miss seeing certain ppl everyday and my cuz is no longe there so it feels good to not worry bout someonee contiously watching u and talking crap behind my back. so yay he`s gone and congrats on making it through. Well i cant wait till u start ur new school good luck with that! Im joining waterpolo and swim next year so im superly excited. Well i gtg cuz im getting sleepy and the beach boys is playin so i think i should get up and dance first before bed. Tire myself out. I took a damn nap. When i do that i stay up all night. Oh and i made another design today. I design clothes and write music just so u know but i dont show it to anyone but one person! That lissa cuz she is ,my best friend. BFFAAESSAB!!!!! hehehehehehe (sorry bout my bad grammer and horrible spelling)luv yas xoxoxoxoxoxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxo

another typical day

Ok so i lost my other blog and thats fine with me. Im cool with it. Wow so lately its been pretty dang hectic i know! Seriously i hang with my friends like everyday and today im broke and tired so im not. Nothing has changed since school ended. My boyfriend and i are still together. our anniversery of 2 months is on the 22nd. I know 2MONTHS dang! yeah everyone is proud of me and i hope it will be even longer. We have been fighting a lil lately and it sucks but he went on a trip for a week and comes home tonight. I missed his soooo much. Now im just chillin. My best friend Lissa and i have spent every day together and i am still praying for her dad to have a safe and speedy recovery. She has been my everything through some drama that keeps coming up. i appreciate it soo much. She never gives up on me and is always eager to hear my lame stories and jokes. My jokes suck i admit it. I mean seriously i am not funny in any way. I can be entertaining thats true. O and i have been chillin with Amber. Its been great. This Saturday im goin to a pool party and then hangin out with Nick. We really have to hang. we got in a tiff last week and we got over it but i want to be ok with one another... well nvm that dint make much sense in anyway i guess. Soon im headin out to see my mom for three weeks that will be fun. oh and this month im goin to see the all american rejects. yeah i admit i am a huge fan of theirs. I know im a total nerd. O to ansewer the question of wut color am i going to go (hair wise) im stickin to this. I love the blonde and when im tired of it brown. Sorry nick no red....maybe sometime though. My lil sis isnt sick can u believe it. She is always sick and im always worrying. it never looks like it but its always there. that sick feeling of worrying. IDK y exactly... i guess its cuz i really care for her. I love all of my family mos the time. Theres probably one person who i fight with alot and really just cant stand but they already know who they are so i wont say who.Well i gtg cuz i have too pee well i keep u updated with the drama and my new b/f. Cant wait to see u on Sat Nick and Aaron on Sun and lissa/amber tonight! Remember to smile cuz...LORI AND MADDY....(inside joke) .........OOOOO luv yas xoxooxoxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxox