long day

it has been a long day and all i really want is a hug from my b/f or one of my friends and no one else. i had a long day yesterday. i went to a wedding, bowling, and then out to eat. i dint get back till 3am then i talked to ari till 5am and oh man i am just so exhausted u know. i need to sleep and relax. nothing really new has been going on here. i am just kind of trying to relax and trying to bond with my mom. so far we have onl had one hitch and thats great. o and to tiffany and jared congrats i wish u nothing but happiness and many great years of love and tender caring. well nothing else reallyh so ill ttyl luv ya`s xoxoxoxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxo

wow

Ari and i fought last night... again.... surprise surprise. Well we fought for an hour and then took half and hour to make up and then another half an hour just to talk like normal people. I told him i will not break upwit him because i care bout him to much so if we are going to keep fighting and this dfoesnt get resolved then he will have to break up with me. We are still together i guess. i hope for a really long time. I love the fact he can make me laugh and even after he makes me cry multiple times i still want to be with him. Oh and he called Amber the Devil Gurl who is trying to break us up. I was like bssh not even. It was intresting and i didnt know what tosay besides the fact that its not her fault. I love the fact he assumes she is out to break us up. I mean seriously. It does make me sad i have to admit. So yesterday i watched the exorcist. It was ok and some parts were pretty damn creepy. i really like the movie. i thought it was intresting. Right now im watching simply irresistable and i cant wait for monday cause im supposed to hang out with keely. thats really fun. So kirsten moved and im sad right now. Im talking to my friend BR i am very excited. Wow my mood keeps changing. BR will be done with his summer school by next friday and i am soo proud of him and im glad that he is going out with Amber lately. well luv yas xoxoxoxxxxxxxxxxxxo

im here

well im here in boston and im having a great time. I made friends and i have gotten to do so much. Aaron and i are fighting like usual. Well idc anymore. he always can find faults in me. Yes i know that im not perfectg and somehow i know i can live with that. So i dont get why he cant trey to learn to accept me. Serio9usly before it was mutual thing where we took half the blam for any tiffs but now all we do is fight and it sucks and everything is my fault. It sucks. I want to scream at him but i cant. I REALLY JUST WANT TO FIND SOMEONE THAT LIKES ME for who i am and is understanding, comprimising, loving,caring,supportive, and wants to be with me not just for arm candy but because he likes me and can see a future with me. No idont mean marriage or anything that serious but i would love a strong and lasting relationship. I just dont know where all the good guys are that dont get stuck in my friend zone. So i guess my biggest thing is WHERE ARE ALL THE GOOD GUYS? well i hope to find one when school starts if Aaron and i break up. I think he is going to break up with me. Well Boston is great i am going to go out to see the yeah yeahs and i am going to go to hot pot which is the best place in the world and i went to fire on ice which is also fantabulous. i am really happy to be here and see my mom. i love boston for many reasons including the guys. people cant drive. mmmm.... tonight for diner is going to be tofu,chicken, and some vegatables. it is going to be yummjy and for breakfast tomorrow i am going to have CORNBEEF AND HASH!!!! yeah thats right what now? lol. i know its "gross" but i love it to death. well i am goin to have a snack cuz i havent eaten all day and i am starving. luv yas xoxoxoxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxo